F.Y.F.G. FamBam




I do nothing but try to please and support you when no one else will and this is how I get treated back. The queens jester.

Please tell me I wasn’t the only one being real in this.

I was really looking forward to having the baby. You have no idea how happy and excited I was..

Just want to be happy with you. Is that too much to ask?

Am I doing something wrong? Apparently everything I’m fucking doing now is messed up, fucked up, or just impossible. I’m not giving up but why is everyone giving up on me when I’m trying my hardest now? Life isn’t fair.

I’m sorry I’m not good enough for you. Or for anyone.

Am I ever going to be good enough for you

I just really want to make you happy. I’m not perfect but I try to be for you

Hurts when you look at me that way. I really honest to God am trying. Sucks when you still look at me as a failure. The one you love most and want to be there for you and understand that I am trying. So what if I’m 23? I’m working two jobs and going to school. It’s not like I’m not doing anything productive. I’m never going to be good enough for anyone.

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